I was sat outside my favourite cafe waiting. I was waiting for my soul mate to show up & for a place to live in to show up. This is how I used to manifest, it was that easy, I could ask & sit in a cafe & just wait.
A little dialog was going on in my mind "I'll sit here all day if I have to, so you'd better hurry up!"
I knew exactly what I was waiting for, I knew what my soul mate would be like, I had written a list of all of his aspects about 3 months prior. I didn't know where I was moving to, but I knew that it would be good.
He showed up that day, my soul mate, he asked me on a date, I said yes. He was everything I wanted & more.
He asked what I was doing there, I gave him a shortened version "I'm waiting for someone to show up who will offer me somewhere to live because my housemate threw me out" He said "You can stay at mine"
It was then that I remembered what I had asked for 2 months before, when I had moved into my last place.
"Let my next move be in with my soul mate"
Granted, all 3 requests, easy peasy.
Within a few days I was completely in love & living with my soul mate.
I was happy as can be & I wrote & published this book -->>
I told the universe "Now I can help millions of people with my work"
It replied "Not likely, you will not accept the abundance in return"
I tried to manifest it anyway in the way that I had manifested everything in my life. It didn't work.
I had to face my blocks to abundance, I had to heal myself.
That was 2011. This is 2014.
It took me 2 years of constant self-work & looking within to release my blocks to abundance.
Firstly, I had to release the beliefs that I had picked up that had me only wanting a little.
Then I had to begin to love abundance, money & wealthy people & release my judgments of them.
Next I needed to heal the parts of me that thought that I only deserved a little.
I needed to move away from the place I lived that was full of people who were like my old self & move to a place that is full of people who are like my new self.
Next I had to heal the vows I had made to not receive because it had not been safe.
Then I had to be firm in who I am, what I deserve & the truth of abundance in the universe.
Finally I had to forgive myself for having all of that crap within me in the first place.
Then it happened, I was reminded of how I used to manifest with ease.
I was given the green light that I can go back to that old way of asking, waiting (sometimes patiently, sometimes not so much, but it not mattering either way) & it showing up.
Manifestation is easy & instant.
Until it isn't & that's when you have blocks that need to be healed before it becomes easy again.
I'm living proof.
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