I have been on a wild ride over the last few weeks.
As many of you know I live in constant communication with the universe & don't take any action until it's inspired action.
About 6 weeks ago my guides told me that there was no more growth to be had for either of us in our blissfully happy relationship. It was a shock. Click here for more details about that story.
We decided to make the split as easy on both of us as possible & share our house for 6 more weeks until the lease had finished.
Those 6 weeks were awesome, because it allowed me to really investigate the patterns that had been going on, how Jarrod had been affecting my energy, what I had taken on that wasn't mine, what I had left out that was ME. It allowed us both to process the emotions step by step & work through whatever came up.
Is it the easiest way to split up? No, it's just as hard as every other way.
Would I do it this way again? Yes, because there will be little left to heal & clear up around this afterwards, whereas the "normal" way of breaking up, you know the one, you wait until it has all turned to shit so you can justify doing it without feeling too much guilt & you store up all of that crap within yourself to be healed in the coming years when you want a relationship next but the wounds of the break up are still lurking & festering.
With 3 weeks to go Jarrod looked for & found an apartment to move into. With 2 weeks to go I finally had the guidance to look for a place of my own, a song popped into my head called Reach for the Stars "there's a place, waiting just for you, it's a special place where your dreams all come true" Sure enough, there was the perfect place for me & the real estate wanted to give it to me.
I applied along with my friend Susan who will be sharing this place with me. I didn't hear anything back from them. I had full faith that everything would work out just perfectly. So with 2 days to go until the moving date I called the real estate saying time is running out, I need to organise removalists etc. He said that he hadn't heard from the owners but will let me know today.
That week was a stressful one, with all of my faith & courage I still couldn't disconnect myself from the stress of moving, of uncertainty, of everything that needed to be done, of time running out, but I got through it & I didn't sabotage it by panicking & settling for anything less than the ease that I deserve.
I received an email from him saying the owners have decided that the place isn't available until next month now! I quickly got onto the phone to my current real estate agent to make sure that I wouldn't be made homeless tomorrow, and no, she doesn't have anyone for this place yet so I can stay until I find somewhere.
A thought passed through my mind "What did I do wrong? Why has it gone wrong?" But then I realised, nothing has gone wrong. In fact this is as right as it gets!
I have been put into the situation where I am free & totally available (& packed) to move at any time now. This means that the universe can give me ANYTHING. The doors are open to bigger & better solutions than ever right now. It also means that I get to experience this emotional grief period fully without doing doing doing through it & ignoring my emotions.
So I'm open, I'm ready, I'm excited, I'm releasing everything that this crazy new moon eclipse is showing me that isn't actually ME anymore. ME being the fullest most whole every part of me included no wrongness no judgments all perfection me. I'm bringing back all aspects of myself that I put on a shelf for the relationship that I was in (oh no I did that again...) And I'm ready!
Bring it on Universe!
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