Do you ever have those moments in life when you think everything is going great and then suddenly you are shown something in your life that is so not aligned with who you are now that it comes as a big shock to find it lurking there?
Last week I faced something that I had been subconsciously avoiding for a long time: I looked at what I had been charging for a service that I offered every week and found that I had been charging the amount I used to years ago when I was firmly based in lack, so much lack that I would discount my normal price without my customers even asking for a discount.
I was horrified to see that there was this energy blast from the past still in my business and my life. I felt sick that this had been lurking unseen for such a long time!
I realised that although the service I provide is so valuable I was not valuing my part in providing that service. It was clear to me that I needed to love myself more instead of just my work!
Every day I spend at least 3 hours of my mind time in gratitude, loving everything about my life and the things that I would like to experience next. But how much of that time is actually focused on loving me?
I spend time focusing my gratitude on my health and body, on my gifts and skills, and they are all great: but they aren't ME.
So this weekend I made a decision to dedicate the whole weekend to loving me, to valuing myself and focusing on how much I love myself. It was delightful - and made all the more delightful by spending a large amount of my time on my new sun lounger!
How many times do you value everything else in your life but omit yourself?
You are not your body, health, work, skills, you're not even your personality. You are the spark of conscious creator spirit, a unique droplet in the ocean of God. You are loved and worthy beyond measure.
To feel this kind of love for your true self requires a determined focus to love everything about yourself until you get to loving the core of who you really are.
On Sunday evening as the sun was going down, I put down my book to look at the beautiful sunset from my sun lounger and a feeling of peace came over me. It felt like a near death experience, my life until now passed before my eyes and I was content with it all. It felt like a new page had been turned and that I could write anything I want in this new chapter of my life.
What are you doing next weekend?
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