And caring for this precious little furry baby, who needs my almost constant attention, whether she is playing, or resting, she wants to be touching me, I am her home now, her emotional comfort. She was raised from 2 days old with her 4 brothers and sisters after losing their mother shortly after their birth, by my friend Nicky.

This little bundle of ferocious cuddles, of intense playfulness, of feisty fighting, in all of this: she is not too much, she will never be too much and she can be all she is, I'm here for her to hold space for her being all she is and so much more.

I know deep in my heart that this presence and love is what I, too, deserved as a child.

I can still feel how small that version of me was, how undeserving I felt, how unwelcome I was and ultimately how unloved I was. My heart breaks for little me feeling all of those big feelings all alone with no support.

​I can feel how familiar those feelings still feel in certain circumstances when I don't feel safe. These patterns don't just disappear, they sit underneath, deep within our nervous systems that drive us to continue to minimise ourselves when we feel we are under threat. This makes us very vulnerable to being manipulated by anybody who is capable and willing to make us feel even a little threatened or uncomfortable.

This is the kind of thing we uncover and release in this month's special offer reading & healing: Clear what's coming up... it's for the moment when something keeps coming up, an emotion, a reaction, a heavy feeling you just can't shift or you want help shifting completely.

Most people think they are living in one life.

One timeline.
One vibration.
One story.

But if you’ve ever thought,
“Why does this part of my life work so beautifully… and this other part feel completely stuck?”
you’ve already sensed the truth:
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You are not living in a single reality.
You are living in layers of reality at the same time.

The Invisible Architecture of Your Life
​In my energy healing work, I don’t see one aura or one field.
I see a stack of transparencies like multiple sheets of light layered on top of each other.
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Each layer governs a different part of your life:

• Love
• Money
• Receiving
• Worth
• Safety
• Belonging
• Support
• Visibility
• Health
• Creativity
• Power
• Purpose

Together they create your lived experience.
But they do not always move together.

This is why someone can be joyful but broke.
Loved but unsafe.
Successful but exhausted.
Spiritual but unsupported.

​They are resonating on different timelines in different layers.

Why “Raising Your Vibration” Often Doesn’t Work
Most manifestation and spiritual teachings assume reality is a single frequency.
So they teach:
Gratitude. Positivity. High vibration. Alignment.

And yes these practices absolutely affect your emotional layer, your heart coherence, your joy field.

But they do very little to touch:

• Money-receiving
• Being supported
• Being chosen
• Having needs met
• Feeling safe to receive

Those live in a different layer, one that formed much earlier, in the body, in childhood, in survival.

So people become:
“grateful but struggling”
“spiritual but over-giving”
“positive but unsupported”
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Not because they are failing but because they are tuning/healing/fixing the wrong transparency.

Trauma Locks Specific Layers
Here is the part most people never learn: When something painful happens early in life, it doesn’t freeze your whole being.
It freezes a specific layer.

If you were only helped when you were overwhelmed, your receiving layer learns:
“Support only comes when I collapse.”

If you were loved for being good, your love layer learns:
“I am chosen when I perform.”

If you had to be strong, your support layer learns:
“I don’t get to lean.”

So you can heal:

• joy
• self-awareness
• confidence
• spirituality

​and still unconsciously block:

• money
• rest
• ease
• partnership
• being held

​because those layers are still protecting you from an old world that no longer exists.

Why One Area of Life Keeps Lagging
The nervous system does not average your vibration.
It routes your life through the most unsafe layer.

So if:

• love is healed
• purpose is alive
• creativity is flowing

but

• receiving is still frozen

your life will keep creating:

• struggle
• “almost enough”
• emergencies
• exhaustion

​until that one layer feels safe to open.

What Real Healing Looks Like
Real healing is not:
“Think better thoughts.”

It is:
“Which layer learned to close — and why?”

When we locate the layer that froze and gently release the protection around it, that part of reality moves into a new timeline.

And when that happens, life begins to change without force.
Money arrives.
Support shows up.
Opportunities open.
Relationships shift.
Your body relaxes.

Not because you tried harder but because the gatekeeper layer finally stood down.

You Are Not Broken You Are Multidimensional
If one part of your life feels blocked, it doesn’t mean you are unhealed.
It means one transparency still needs care.

That is not failure.
That is precision.
And when you meet the right layer, everything changes.

Let me take you back to your school days. Remember iron filings and magnets? We took a piece of paper, put a magnet underneath it and sprinkled the iron filings on top and saw them all line up in a toroidal pattern on the paper.

This showed a cohesive pattern and just like this experiment, this is how people's magnetic energy field looked to me. A coherent toroidal shape.

That WAS how people's energy fields looked to me, but recently in the last few months everybody's magnetic energy field has looked very different - more like a tangle of wires. In each energy healing I have had to unplug these wires, untangle them and plug them back in where they should be, before proceeding to the next layer of energy healing required. ​Humans are electromagnetic beings.

We are one with Gaia. The Earth is currently shifting in many ways, but one of these shifts is magnetic.
The Sun is blasting us with a lot of energy right now and the Sun has always had chaotic magnetic field energy. The solar winds that come through the magnetic gaps in the Sun's field hit the Earth and impacts her magnetically.

These magnetic shifts are occurring every day and they are affecting us every day. So if you have felt something off, a strange feeling, a confusion that wasn't previously there - these are all signs of your magnetic field being off, being incoherent.

But help is at hand. If you're not ready for or don't feel that you require a full energy healing, I am offering a mini-energy healing, a magnetic coherence healing. I will sort your magnetic field out. If you'd like a full energy healing, know that this magnetic coherence will be a part of it naturally. Book yourself in today for either I'd love to help you.

Uncle Bill bought Park Lane and Mayfair early in the game and now he has so many properties that you're paying him rent at every turn, you're out of money and so he lets you trade what little else you have left to pay him...

You know how it goes in those end games of Monopoly. The writing is on the wall. There is nothing you can do, but keep paying Uncle Bill, hating him more and more as he delights in bringing everyone else to their knees. But he wants the glory, he wants to play until the end, until nobody has anything left and he has it all.

That's what's going on in the world right now. Capitalism's endless growth means that Uncle Bill gets everything and they relentlessly play on, while everyone else is already on their knees.

What a dreadful time to be alive on this planet to trying to survive this. Yet what an incredible time to be alive, too. Clearly change is coming, a revolution is brewing. People don't just keep calm and carry on when they have to work 3 jobs just to be able to eat and have a roof over their head just so that the rich can continue to amass all of the money for themselves.

What can we do? My guides assure me that we have a very bright future. We have all the resources and technology on this planet for every single person to live an incredible life of joy and abundance, but the systems in place right now need to break apart so that we can ALL enjoy the abundance that Gaia has for us.

Gaia gives plenty for every man, woman, child and creature on this planet and she is not so happy with how things have been going lately. Who do they think they are claiming that they own the resources of the planet and we can't have it unless we give up every hour of our waking days in toil for a little of it? Gaia feels our energy, the energy of every single being on this planet and she lovingly wants us all to feel much better than we have been feeling. She has also heard our cries of pain.

Some messages from Gaia:

It is not a personal failing to not be able to manifest abundance right now. It is the systems that are broken, not you. Gaia wants you all to have access to the abundance that she offers and so the systems must fall so that positive change can happen.

Tend to your nervous system, do whatever you can to feel better through this transitional time. Try not to find your safety and security through those old systems because they will fail you. Find your safety within and amongst kind hearted people. Be there for each other through this.

Heal yourself, challenging times bring up our issues to be dealt with. When the energy is as intense as it is right now, it's important to heal these wounds from the past, from your childhood, from the relationships you've had with those without empathy, from the circumstances you've been in where your power has been taken away.

Your true power lies within. Both Gaia and Source favour those who hold the light. You will be provided for. Every person has chosen which direction they want to go in, based on either holding this light, in a spiritual sense, doing the right thing, or holding the darkness, not caring about doing the right thing, using control to win. So distance yourself from those holding the dark energy, don't try to receive from them, don't give to them and try not to rely on what they make or the services they provide. Don't feed their power. You cannot receive from within these dark systems, nor from those without empathy. Band together with those holding the light and those with empathy, help each other out, use their services, buy their offerings, rely on them alone. Be discerning as to whose energy you exchange with, get to know who is growing your food, steer clear of buying anything from anyone just trying to make a profit regardless of your health and the Earth's health. Be conscious in your choices, in every choice you make to choose only from those who hold the light. This will make this transition easier for you to go through.

With all this in mind I have added a by-donation reading/energy healing to my offerings. Pay little if you have little, pay plenty if you have plenty. I will ask your higher self what you most need right now, a reading, an energy healing, or both and deliver it to you, within 48 hours (often much sooner).

I recognise that our spiritual work right now is THE most important to attend to, however, with money being quite rightly spent on food and accomodation first, it can be scary to seek the help that you might need.

I am here to help, to help everyone I can help. Please share this with anybody who might need this by-donation service at the moment. Let's help each other to get through this difficult time.

Healing Your Throat Chakra After a Conversation That Leaves You Stuck
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We’ve all been there. You muster up the courage to speak your truth, to express how something or someone has hurt you. You do your best to communicate your feelings clearly, hoping for understanding, resolution, or at the very least, empathy. But instead of being heard, the conversation takes an unexpected turn. The person deflects, shifts the blame back onto you, or makes it all about their own feelings. They don’t take responsibility, and in fact, you end up feeling worse than you did before you spoke up.
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In these moments, you may feel a deep emotional ache—like your words didn’t land at all, and no one is listening. But what many people don’t realize is that when our voice isn’t truly heard, it can also manifest physically, often as a sense of tightness or constriction in the throat. A sore throat, a feeling of being choked up, or even getting a cold soon after a difficult conversation are all signs that something deeper is going on. You’ve tried to communicate, but your throat chakra—the energy centre associated with self-expression—hasn’t been able to release the emotions you were holding.

The Throat Chakra: The Energy Center of Communication​
The throat chakra, or Vishuddha in Sanskrit, is the center of communication, self-expression, and speaking your truth. When balanced, it allows us to express ourselves clearly and authentically. But when this chakra is blocked or unbalanced, our ability to communicate freely becomes restricted. It can result in physical symptoms like a sore throat, tension in the neck, or even the inability to speak up at all.
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In the context of difficult conversations, when we’re met with deflection or blame instead of understanding, our throat chakra gets even more congested. Not only are we left feeling emotionally frustrated, but the energy in our throat becomes stuck, preventing us from fully expressing what we feel. This is where emotional and physical discomfort often arise.

The Aftermath: When Communication Doesn’t Land​
After a conversation where you’ve tried to express your hurt, it’s common to feel emotionally drained or confused. You went into the discussion with the hope that you could resolve something or at least be understood, but instead, you leave feeling invalidated, unheard, or even worse, blamed for the situation. It feels like your attempt to speak your truth only added to your pain.
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You may experience a tightening in your throat, a nagging sense that your voice is not being allowed to fully express itself. It’s almost as if the energy of that unspoken emotion gets stuck in your chest and throat, blocking your natural ability to release it. This disconnection between your intention and the outcome of the conversation doesn’t just leave you feeling emotionally defeated—it often has a direct physical impact.

How the Body Responds: Blocked Communication and Physical Symptoms
​Your body speaks to you in ways that words sometimes cannot. When we have unprocessed emotions or unresolved conversations, our body may react by showing us signs of energetic blockages. The throat is particularly sensitive to this kind of emotional turmoil. You may experience a sore throat, tightness in your neck, or a feeling that you can’t “swallow” your emotions. In more extreme cases, you might even get a cold as your body’s immune system becomes compromised by the emotional strain.
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These physical symptoms are not just coincidental; they’re a sign that the energy of your throat chakra is out of balance. It’s your body’s way of communicating that it’s time to release the buildup of emotions and start healing the blockages preventing you from speaking your truth.

Healing the Throat Chakra: When Resolution Isn’t Coming from Others​
When we face situations where the person who hurt us refuses to take responsibility or hear our side, we often feel powerless. But here’s the good news: we don’t have to wait for them to change in order to heal.

​The key to healing the throat chakra lies within ourselves. We have the power to restore balance to this energy center, even if external resolution isn’t possible.

Here are some ways to support the healing of your throat chakra:
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• Breathing Exercises: Deep, conscious breathing helps to release tension and soothe the throat area. Try inhaling deeply through your nose, allowing your chest and belly to expand, and then exhaling slowly through your mouth. Repeat several times.
• Sound Therapy: Your throat chakra is deeply connected to sound and vibration. Chanting, humming, or even singing can help to break up blockages in this energy center. You can also try using a singing bowl or sound frequencies specifically designed to heal the throat chakra (around the note G).
• Journaling: Writing down your feelings, especially when you’ve felt unheard or misunderstood, can help to release pent-up emotions. It’s a safe, private way to express yourself and ease the emotional pressure that might be building.
• Crystal Healing: Stones like lapis lazuli, aquamarine, or turquoise are known for their throat chakra healing properties. You can wear them as jewelry, carry them with you, or meditate with them to help promote clear communication.
• Affirmations: Reaffirm your worth and your ability to express yourself. Some powerful throat chakra affirmations include: “I speak my truth with clarity and confidence,” “My voice matters,” and “I am heard and understood.”

Introducing My Mini Energy Healing for Your Throat Chakra​
Sometimes, the best way to heal is with a little outside support. If you’ve been struggling with blocked communication or unresolved emotions after difficult conversations, I’m offering a mini energy healing session focused specifically on clearing and balancing the throat chakra.

Conclusion: Reclaiming Your Voice and Healing From Within

​It’s frustrating when we try to speak up and don’t get the response we deserve. But remember: your voice is powerful, and you deserve to be heard. If the resolution doesn’t come from the other person, it’s up to you to create healing within yourself. The throat chakra is a vital part of your energetic system, and by nourishing and balancing it, you’re giving yourself permission to speak freely, express your feelings, and release any emotional baggage that no longer serves you.
If you’re ready to clear the blockages and restore balance to your throat chakra, I’m here to help you along the way. Healing your throat chakra isn’t just about feeling better physically—it’s about empowering yourself to be heard, to speak your truth, and to move forward with confidence.