I recognise this place. I've been here before. I've even written about it in my books. This is the scene that replays in my life, the blank page in-between chapters that requires me to let go of everything before the next chapter starts.
All I can do is be present & look after myself. All I can do is feel it & know that this feeling won't last. All I can do is listen to my thoughts & know that they are not me.
My ego is screaming in panic, get a job, "work" on your business, do something!
But I know from experience that listening to those voices & doing something from this fearful place doesn't make anything good happen, it just increases the discomfort, it makes the in-between even scarier.
My deepest voice within knows that what comes next is a new adventure, my next chapter, something completely new & different, something amazing that even I couldn't have imagined. I recognise this. I've been here before. This is what has made my life magical. This is what makes my life magical. Surviving the in-between is what allows the amazing to find me. This is the place that I encourage others to be in so that they can live the magic. Yes, I try to get others to join me in this hell, because what is beyond is heaven.
Maybe one day the in-between will be easy & I'll feel good in it. It does get easier every time. All I can do is sit with it, meditate, look after myself, love where I'm at & wait for the next chapter. I know it's going to be a good one.